Apologies

To Ms. Perfect,

After so long, it doesn't matter but still,

I AM SORRY.

I apologize, 

For the instances which had let you feel you were my only priority, though I knew you weren't so. 

I wish I could amend the feelings I had developed within you.

I feel grief-stricken to have made you dream the future with me.

I crave every single moment spent with you,

Not because you were my love but because you were someone beyond that.

I apologize for not confessing you,

The fact that I loved you, not in the way you wanted but in another.

I feel lamentable to let you shed tears,

Because of not showing you enough concern when you needed the most.

I am awful to that every drop of blood,

That fell from your slitted wrists.

I am aware that these apologies won't take me back to the good times with you,

These won't heal the wounds I'd given you,

These won't fix the ruined *YOU*.

But, these are the only way to let you know my aches and griefs.

Sorry if my apology hurts, I condemn this.

But that's what I'm left with.

I apologize for the flaws I had because of which I crumpled every inch of you.

I apologize for existing in your life.

If You Fail...

If you fail to do that, just move on.
Never confess because it might just seem to be a word but,
It's more than an emotion enough to disturb both of you.

L'il Explained Love

You can't explain love, it's just something that happens and you feel it all over and when you do you see love in everything.
And don't know what to talk to that person you love,but you want to talk to him/her whole day and whole night.

Real/Fake Nowadays

Sometimes your best mates aren't those who were there physically,

when the great moment happened..

But those who happens to be there at least mentally,

when the bad one's knocked..